Dear Sean and Sam,
He loves you.
I love you.
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You see here in Peru, our team was doing communion. And the song, Make you feel my love came on. (go listen to it)
AND WOAH.
Both of you were on my mind the entire time.
The Lord said, “Suzanne, I haven’t given up on them. I love them, and I won’t give up.”
My heart instantly was heavy.
Heavy with questions, thoughts, and overwhelmed with the Lords love.
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Before we were even a thought in Mom and Dads mind, the Lord knew, and loved us.
He continues to chase us, regardless of what choice we’ve made in our mind.
Does the Lord really exist?
Does the Lord actually love me?
Is this real?
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You see, Sean and Sam, the Lord is completely in love with both of you. And he hasn’t given up on you either.
How?
Why?
Because, he created you.
YEAH. both of you.
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Sean, you are wise. You fight for what you believe in, you won’t give up, and you love with the biggest heart.
Sam, ohhhh little sam. You have the most tender heart that loves deeply. You don’t expect things from others, and you make everything fun.
Both of you show up for others and allow them to be seen, valued, heard, and loved.
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You see, being your older sister is one of the best things in my life. I watched you guys grow up, I watched you fight, work together to bother me, and I watched both of you walk with the Lord at a young age.
I watched the Lord move in your lives, whether you saw it or not.
He cares for you.
He loves you.
He hasn’t given up.
So why should you?
What took you away from walking with the Creator?
I’ve always wanted to ask you both this in person, but could never get the words out for the fear of rejection was always on my mind.
I’m not writing this as a slap to the face, or to force you to believe.
I am writing this out of love.
As your sister, and both of your number one fans, I want you to know from the depths of my heart: He loves you. He hasn’t given up. He’s been there the entire time.
I get it. There are deep hurts, and lies that are embedded within us. And those are hard to let go of.
Yet. You were both called into something deeper. Into a life not lived for yourself, but a life with greater purpose.
So. Ask yourself why.
Why not?
Why now?
Maybe it’s not right away.
Maybe this open letter makes you mad.
And honestly, I hope it does stir something inside.
You can be mad at me, but it won’t stop the love the Lord has for both of you, or my love for you.
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Dear Sean and Sam,
I love you. I have never left you. I will never leave you.
-The Lord
Oh Suzanne! That is quite a letter to your brothers. Reading it with tears rolling down my face. My heart is smiling to see you express God’s love for and of them. We are different in our walk with the Lord. Thank you for asking the question and am sure the boys will not be mad. They love you more than they tell you and are proud of you. Hugs and kisses.
Suze, wow this is incredible. I remember years ago riding in the SWAT truck and talking about our siblings. I remember how much love and conviction we had in that conversation about our Brothers and Sisters and this just reminds me of that. You’re a good one Suze, God shines through you and your actions so strongly. Good luck!
Proud of your heart. Thankful for the Holy Spirit and the way he gently nudges you, and you obey. Grateful for you, Suze.
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Love this
Suze. I adore you. Making me cry in this bus terminal because of the tenderness of your heart. Love you so deeply.
I love your heart. Your boldness. Your love for our Father is so beautiful…. and the love you have for your brothers is bigger than life.
You’re tearing at all the heart strings Suze ?? love this love you
This is so brave and so beautiful Suze. I love that his love for your brothers and your love for them casted out the fear of keeping from posting this. Proud of you and love you tons!
Oh, Suze, this is a beautiful display of love towards your brothers!